I'll get to it when I get to it
Have you ever been so wildly attracted to someone that you can actually feel your heart rotting just because you know you’ll never get a chance with them
Last night was hell. I wasn’t able to sleep at all; I really wasn’t able to do any thing but worry. I felt terrible letting all my worries wash over me, yet I couldn’t stop myself. Today was a total blur and even now I only feel semi-coherent. Everything just kinda sucks and I struggle to talk to anybody. I hardly even speak at all anymore. I feel so fucked up.
Yesterday was relatively good, but my wandering thoughts turned last night into hell. I still feel like shit. As always there’s a constant weight on my chest but today it feels much heavier than usual. All my negative thoughts revolve around myself and I keep beating myself up internally. I’m drowning in self hate and I don’t know how to make it better. I only ever seem to make it worse.
it’s so hard for people to grasp the concept of “be nice to people”.
just be nice to people. don’t check first to see if they are marginalized or privileged or sad or happy or rich or poor or republican or democrat or atheist or religious.
just be nice to all the people